Look every time I come back here I feel like I am at the pearly gates ready to give account of all I did on earth, chiiile!!! But honestly I come here under the unction of the Holy Spirit and yes in most cases it is because of an experience I have had or just inspiration from Him. So as we speak I had to write a difficult email, an email that makes things feel “final” but it was necessary, I had made an idol out of God’ promise… do not worry it is not anything relational I know how this sounds but it was about something I have been believing God for from like 2018. It was quite disappointing but I believe God had to allow me to experience this “fall” because I placed my trust in the circumstance turning out right “so I can do God’s Will” almost like I would then be qualified to do His will and that is a lie. God is the One who qualifies me nothing else so this made me seek God more and not just His Hand but God’s Face.
Intimacy is knowing and being known, it is beyond the physical it is seeking to know someone deeply and experience them in ways nobody else can and continue to love them, so Jesus really died so we can have an intimate close relationship with our Father God in Heaven right here on earth and of course eternally. Seeing God’s Face made me deepen my desire for His Presence and Will, it made me look at Him differently and have an extraordinary experience with Him like never before. Seeking God only makes one seek Him more, He is really our anchor, He is satisfying and truly fulfilling, God makes one full and whole honestly lacking nothing like the Word says. Seeking the Face of God makes us fear Him more and creates in us a desire and longing that nothing else can fill but His Presence and when you spend more time with someone you become like them, and that effect can either be to your gain or detriment.
Jesus is the goal being like Him that is, so what better way than to experience Him ourselves. God becomes more than just the blesser or giver but He becomes your everything when you experience intimacy with Him, you come to a point where it is more important for His Will to prevail more than your own selfish desires or ambitions hence Jesus was able to say “yet not my will be done, but Your will be done” intimacy will allow you to experience why God is Good all the time especially when it least makes sense. It is when you are able to say God I do not understand but I trust you that true contentment is experienced.
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